Nineteen leaves me stuck somehow-
dangling precariously
between
dangling precariously
between
The dignified glory of adulthood
and the delicious nonchalance of childhood.
Nursing nostalgia for school
and dreading the end of college years.
A reminiscence of summer break laughter
and a fear for all those “Farewell” tears.
Between
Being too old for uniforms
and too young for corporate suits.
An overwhelming urge to catch rainbow hued butterflies
and looking for internships to bolster my CV.
A craving for the biggest piece of chocolate truffle
and the realization that I have put on weight.
Between
A desire for company
and the will to fight it out alone.
A compulsive obsession to figure all of it out at once
and mood swings that do not let me get out of bed.
Between
Me and myself.
Nineteen leaves me clueless.
There are so many choices to choose from
That sometimes I have no choice but to choose
What I would rather not choose
Just because… I am nineteen.
The last of my teens-
The trickiest of my teens.
I am no longer a child
not quite a grown up either-
Simply nineteen.
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